My Fav Lyric

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real.
Or if anybody feels the way I feel.
I need inspiration.
Not just another negotiation.

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

(ost of Music and Lyric: Way Back Into Love)

Trepidation of The DayS!

Shangri-La hotel Surabaya, one of the famous 5* hotel in my hometown, accept me as a trainee. From August 4, 2008 i start my internship programme in department of communications there. It's definitely not easy to adjust a new culture i've never been, called corporate culture. I had to met new people, interact with people who much older than me, take many orders from someones i just remembered (or hardly remember) their names. Heeghh...... What a crazy adaptation time zone!

Today, i realize it's just a tiny little bothering situation i have to deal with.

BECAUSE: There is something bigger bothers me every single day, even in my dreams and in the middle of my routine every morning-loosen my bowels a.k.a eeg!

Everything's gonna be worthless if i never finish my Internship Report for my campus, Petra Christian University-one of the greatest university in Surabaya, by September 25, 2008. The problem is i don't have enough time to retype any data i collected from this hotel or even write my weekly activity reports. How come? I was to busy writting on this! Hahahaha...... No, really, i don't have more energy to face my notebook after a long day in "my office". Arrange dinner with my lovely boyfriend sounds better for me.

That's why i post this issue as Trepidation of The DayS!

And The Tales Begin...

Once upon a time i decided to create my own blog spot whether i don't even know what it's. Then i have to spent two days just for the title of my blog spot. After i completed my profile to be published, i try to post my 1st tale in English. Just for your information, I've never had a conversation in English with anybody for more than 10 minutes. Have you? Maybe you've ever do that for many times. But i'm just a fairish with Bahasa as my 1st language. So, mulai sekarang kita budayakan menulis dengan bahasa Indonesia yang baik meskipun belum tentu benar!

(Butuh 10 menit buat nulis kalimat in English yang diatas...)

Fairish banget khan?!?!

huaahhh....... ngantok! zzzzzzzzz.........

(N my 1st tale's finished!)